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Montana Part Trois: What the Fuck Am I Doing?

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January 17, 2022

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I don’t know why I’m having a hard time writing this. But here I am over half a month after I returned from this trip to Montana still trying to write this.

Knowing I’m not moving out to these parts thanks to the “hybrid workplace model,” I guess this was a mourning? I don’t know. I really like it out here. I love the wide open spaces. I love the friendliness of the people. And hell, even with finally getting able to experience the cold weather and the snow, I really liked the weather too!

An afternoon walk around my AirBnB neighborhood in Whitefish, MT.

I was really stupid though — I left my National Parks Pass at home, so I didn’t go to Glacier National Park yet again. Ugh. One of these days I will get there. But being around the charming town of Whitefish, walking around the trails by my AirBnB despite temperatures hovering around 0F (-18C), it just brought a lot of peace. Although I wasn’t as isolated as I wanted, there was still enough solitude for me.

Even when I went down to Missoula where I had to put in a couple of days in the office, it was still a wonderful place to be. It was there where I pulled the trigger to adopt Mercy and Baptiste.

Looking towards the hills from Downtown Missoula.

Headed back home was the first time I had a delay that caused me to miss a connection. My flight was late leaving Billings because they were understaffed, so once I got to Minneapolis I had to figure out my shit. Fortunately Delta had already rescheduled me and took care of everything so it was as hassle free as possible. Instead of heading to LA from Minny, I had to go to Detroit first then to LA. So that day my foot was on the ground in every time zone of the contiguous US, and I was just starting to land when 2022 hit.

A couple of weeks later, I’m now planning my vacations for the year. I’m hoping that we can get our acts together and have international travel back. I have a couple of ideas of where I want to go.

Baptiste the Pianist

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This Is Not a Kitten Blog

jimmy

January 11, 2022

This is not going to become a kitten blog. No. Well, this blog is about me and my life, and Baptiste and Mercy are a part of my life, so I guess it’s natural they pop up here. And shit, this is my first week of owning them. Or, should I say more appropriately, this is their first week in owning me. Here are my used phrases:

  • “You are such a silly kitty.”
  • “Why are you clawing my chair?”
  • “Food time!”

When I first brought them home Saturday, they were anxious and just wanted to hide. Although they started exploring more, they were still anxious about things. Baptiste was growling and hissing at his sister Mercy, something their fosters didn’t mention at all. But by Monday, Baptiste (aka, Bubula, aka Bubba) had fully gotten at ease and stopped growling and hissing. Mercy (aka Mamala, aka Mimos) is still wary of me but has stopped running in fear at the sight of me. She has started to play fight with her brother now. I forget what it’s like learning about cats’ personalities, and it’s so much fun seeing them open up.

Mercy got tired of hearing Baptiste snore, so she decided to sleep on top of him.

So besides trying to keep these two beings entertained, fulfilled, and most importantly alive, it’s been a busy time at work. As much as I vowed to not be a meeting person, the weight of responsibility and mouse ears have made me renege on the promise which makes me sad. We’re only week 2 into the new year and transition, so we’ll see how it proceeds.

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Capital is Dead Labor

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January 8, 2022

I’ve been meaning to write a summary of my time and travels through Montana during the last week of December. A couple of things have prevent me from doing this:

  • Work: We are going through a complete transition to a different system, and at the same time I have received a promotion. The transition went live this past week, so it’s been busier than a motherfucker. It also forced me to work the couple of days I was in Missoula at the end of December right before New Years.
  • Exhaustion: Since coming back from Montana and the added responsibilities being heaped on me, I haven’t been adjusting that well to it. So I am just really fucking tired. Like last night, I just crashed after I logged off for the week at 5 pm, woke up for dinner at 8 then crashed again at 11.

Eh. I’ll get my act together.

Meanwhile I just picked up my babies. I would show pictures, but they are hiding right now. It’s a big scary unfamiliar place for them, so they’ll come out when they get more comfortable. The food is out, the water fountain is flowing, the litter is all set up, the toys are scattered, so everything is ready for them.

Baptiste and Mercy

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I’ll Be Your Daddy

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January 4, 2022

I hinted at this on Facebook the other day, but I will now be a cat dad to two four-month old kittens Baptiste and Mercy. Baptiste is the one in front and the bigger people-pleaser of the two while Mercy is the shy one. I did get to play with Baptiste the other day and tired him out with cat toys. Mercy decided she was going to hide behind the washing machine, so I didn’t get to meet her. But damn if I didn’t fell in love with Baptiste.

I went through Kitten Rescue Los Angeles to get them and was looking for a pair to adopt so they can keep each other company if I go out. After meeting them Sunday and doing a house inspection via Zoom today, I’ll be bringing them home on Friday!

The good thing is they have been spayed/neutered, are microchipped and have their shots/vaccinations. The only thing I have to do is decide whether to change their names. I’ll probably keep Baptiste’s name, but I’ll probably change Mercy’s name. Old Roomie Rey will know why I’m taken by them since they bear a striking resemblance to Kiko:

Downtown Whitefish

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2021: In Limbo?

jimmy

January 3, 2022

Thanks to staffing woes at the Billings airport on Friday, it took an hour for the luggage to get loaded onto the plane. Add the extra time for de-icing, it completely messed with my travel day. It was supposed to be BIL-MSP-LAX where I landed in LA by 5:30. Instead it was BIL-MSP-DTW-LAX where I landed in LA at 12:15 a.m. 1/1. Fortunately Delta took care of all of the rebookings by the time I landed in Minneapolis, so there were no headaches there fortunately. I mean, I did have my feet on the ground in all the time zones in the continental US, so I guess that is something. Anyhow, let’s just say I’m tired and don’t really have the desire to think too hard about the year that was.

+ Despite not traveling internationally, I did go to: Montana twice (January and just this past week); Baton Rouge/New Orleans; Minnesota/Wisconsin/Michigan; California Central Coast; Death Valley.

– After being teased about being able to move out of state thanks to being permanently working from home, was told that a hybrid working model was desired. So after thinking about moving to Wyoming or Montana has now been killed.

+ Went on a slutty rampage. Well, slutty for me since I never was all that slutty to begin with (despite my intentions.)

+ Kept improving my finances. This all goes to the realization that I probably won’t die any time soon, so now I guess all of the adulting shit I have needed to do I must do now. As much as I loathe the system, it doesn’t look like it’s going to be dismantled any time soon. So here’s me trying to play the game.

I guess all in all it wasn’t a bad year for me.

Although I am trying to play things off as cool and detached and say that I’m merely hoping that 2022 will maybe be a better year, I am actually looking forward to this year. We’ll see what happens.

Mrs. Dalloway

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Mrs. Dalloway Is a Stuck Up Bitch

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November 29, 2021

Who’s afraid of Virginia Woolf? Virginia Woolf? Virginia Woolf?

I don’t know where I first got the impression that Virginia Woolf was a difficult author. Perhaps it was Edward Albee’s fault? Bastard. (But a fucking good play!) So this weekend while I was reading Mrs. Dalloway I couldn’t help but hearing this refrain in my head on repeat.

To be honest I should have read this book and other Virginia Woolf novels decades ago. I took a Modernism class at UCSB, and this novel as well as To the Lighthouse and A Room of One’s Own were on the syllabus. I didn’t get to any of them because my attendance in my classes during my college years was sporadic at best. I’m not going to dwell on the reasons for this since I don’t know what they are. I could guess what they are, but I’d rather not. Too much self-reflection that just might put me over the edge.

Mrs. Dalloway is a shortie, under 200 pages and about several people in London on a warm June day in 1923 (or thereabouts.) There is Clarissa Dalloway getting ready to throw a party. There is Septimus Warren Smith and his wife Rezia dealing with his “shellshock” after the War. There is Peter Walsh who goes here and there and everywhere and had just come back from India. There is Elizabeth Dalloway who hates her mom’s parties and all it entails. There is Hugh Whitbread who is an unbearable pompous cunt.

All of this unfolds in a stream of conscious narrative that really reminds me of James Joyce’s Ulysses but less obtuse. It’s not to say this is a fast read, but I did not sit there looking at the words and retrace the pages to figure out what the fuck is going on.

I think it’s good that I waited until now to read this. I’m a decade younger than Clarissa and Peter, so I understand their anxiety about time and aging. The words hit like a knife, “Still, life had a way of adding day to day.” “As a cloud crosses the sun, silence falls on London; and falls on the mind. Effort ceases. Time flaps on the mast. There we stop; there we stand. Rigid, the skeleton of habit alone upholds the human frame.” Ten years ago, I would probably have no patience for 50-year olds bemoaning the passage of time. But here I am wondering where it’s gone.

Nonetheless Clarissa is really a stuck up bitch. All those years ago she spurned the passion she had for Peter and opted for comfort and stability in Richard Dalloway. And of course she couldn’t follow through on her love for Sally Seton, what ever would the Victorians think? After the losses of the War and the loss of her youth, all she has are these upper crust parties she throws and her bitchiness towards those in a lower class than her.

I will need to reread this a few more times. There are tons of things I missed. But I’m glad over 20 years later to have finally read this.

Badwater Basin

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How Low Can I Go

jimmy

November 1, 2021

Pretty low, evidently.

The last post came because I had a sudden hankering to go to Death Valley. I realized I had never been there before, and even though it’s not like I’ll never get the chance to do once I move, it’s probably easier to make a spontaneous trip from here in LA. So I went. I figured out a route, woke up at 6 am on Saturday and went on my merry way.

Being the time of year with the mild weather, it was hard to find the solitude I wanted for some reflection time. To be honest, I did want to see the famous places like Furnace Creek, Badwater Basin and the Artist’s Palette, so I can’t exactly be disappointed.

Death Valley is astounding, a setting filled with juxtapositions that show not only the harshness of life but how adaptable it is. A place so low is right next to the highest point in the lower 48 in Mt. Whitney. A place that currently is so harsh and bleak used to be a sea bed filled with some of the oldest rocks at least 1.7 billion years old.

Shit is tough and we just have to deal. Eventually shit changes. I know, deep. Just call me Plato.

Road to Nowhere.
The road to nowhere. Heading into Death Valley through an ancient lava bed.
A lonely Joshua Tree.
Going deeper into the desert. Passing through the Mesquite Sand Dunes to head past the hills to get to Badwater Basin.
The lowest point in North America. It was a pleasant 89F/32C on this day.
Artist’s Palette. Pretty.

Naturally I did listen to Sonic Youth’s Bad Moon Rising which contains “Death Valley 69” which features Lydia Lunch. Going down. Sadie I love it. Now now now! Death Valley 69!

Elephant Seal Beach

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Out and About

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October 28, 2021

I’m acting like my time here in California is coming to an end. Even though I haven’t finalized anything, I guess it is ending even though part of me is still in denial. I’m trying to take some day trips to places around here I have yet to visit.

Looking through my camera roll, and I realized I didn’t share many pictures from my trip up the California coast. Madd and I rented a Mustang convertible spent two days in Cambria and two in Monterey.

Jellyfishes
Jellyfishes at the Monterey Aquarium!
Dali sculpture in front of a Dali mural in the Dali museum in Monterey.
Dali mural in the Dali museum in Monterey.

I’m going to miss California. Actually does anyone want to marry me and buy me a house here in LA so that I don’t have to move away? Don’t worry. I put out.

Office

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Farewell Office

jimmy

October 27, 2021

I had to go into the office today to print some checks for several government agencies who for some reason don’t accept electronic payments. No, they don’t want their money right away. They’d rather wait for a check to get to them then wait for it to clear the bank. Stupidity, really.

Anyhow, this is the first time I’ve been in the office since March 12, 2020 — 594 days. It was strange to see the place empty. When they did the deep COVID cleanse last April, they had people come in to put all of our effects in boxes and getting rid of our food items in our desks (and trust me, we have some fucking hoarders.) So empty desks, boxes everywhere, unplugged monitors. It was surreal.

I’m happy the packers did a good job because I was going to bring home my personal items since I don’t see myself coming back into the office. Since I don’t think we’re going back into the office before January and that is when I will be moved over to Disney, it’s as good of a time as any. I left some items as you see in the photo. I left my old pink Christmas tree. I left my adding machine since I bought the same one for use at home. The most important thing in the box: 1.75L bottle of Bombay Sapphire gin. That shit doesn’t go bad, right?

By the way, fuck traffic. Sure I went early in the afternoon and it wasn’t the normal rush hour level, but still. Fuck traffic.

Eating

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I Can’t Quit You Facebook

jimmy

October 26, 2021

How does one leave Facebook? If there was an easy way to keep in touch with friends, I could be done with Facebook in a heartbeat. But how?

A lot of my friends have kids and just don’t have the free time in their lives to independently curate their own way of keeping up with old friends. It’s what makes Facebook very effective and convenient. Not everyone has the time to keep up with emails, text messages, snail mail letters.

I’m at a loss. I guess if anyone wants an easy way to read these blog posts, one can enter their email address at the very bottom of the page to subscribe via email to get these posts sent one’s email inbox. Don’t worry. The emails are secure at no point am I going to sell your email addresses. I mean after having an online presence for over 20 years, do you really think I’m going to decide now to monetize this thing?

I guess this is what happens when we decide to become beholden to evil empires to allow us to communicate with one another. Hmph.

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