I’m turning into an old geezer. I didn’t go to the show last night, preferring to catch up on some dearly needed rest instead.

I talked to Cathi last night, and she was telling me about purging her fridge the other day. There was this TUT (totally unidentified thing) chillin’ in the fridge. It looked like it could’ve been a steak about 50 years ago. Now it had aged into a bacteria culture complete with its own mini-mall (this is LA after all). She ended up trashing it, but not after properly inspecting it for smell and color in hopes of identifying it.

I really do wish that people would stop pissing me off. My poor blood pressure….

Sometimes I can see the moon on the horizon. Everything before now has been something of a dream I am just waking up from. Can the world come crashing down on people if there is no world? I can’t seem to grasp anything worthy anymore. I need a break from everything. I need a special friend. I need the night.

It’s getting harder for me to enjoy anything these days. I guess I’m looking for something too idyllic (at least for me). It’s quite annoying at times, but c’est la vie.

But I have found a great music store: Fingerprints in Long Beach/Belmont Shore. I was quite astounded by their selection and size. It’s actually better than Morning Glory Music in Santa Barbara.

I only know of one bar on Sunset that’s cool, but there isn’t much more. I guess I should get out more. All I know is that I’m going to see Depeche Mode this Sunday. Woo hoo!!!!!

There is so much music out there for me to consume it is crazy. I am looking forward to the All Tomorrows Parties festival here in UCLA in October. I will be a drooling mess that weekend I bet. I’ll be able to see Sonic Youth once again and also JSBX, Stephen Malkmus, Boredoms, and a whole lotta other bands.

And this weekend, I’m going back up to Santa Barbara to see Depeche Mode. So many things to do, so little time.

Sometimes things get a little to hectic that there’s not much time to breathe. It will be something of a renewal to get through the next couple of months. Sometimes I can even hear the sounds of the refineries at night. It’s an eerie sensation, especially since I’m not used to them anymore. It’s funny how four years of Santa Barbara changed me.

Tomorrow is another day….

In the beginning, there was nothing. What a way to start a religion by using nihilism.

This will just be a test and hopefully this stuff looks better and better.

Note 8/27/15: This is the very first LiveJournal entry I made. There is some overlap between LJ and my website entries over the next months before becoming almost exclusively LJ for a year or so. I don’t think any distinction needs to be made since I’m embarrassed by all of this. But for the sake of posterity, right?

The local news has read more like an obituary than anything else. The big incident was the guy plowing into 5 people and a dozen cars on Saturday night. Then there has been a mail-bombing and a suicide to throw into the mix. It’s been a bottle of joy here in Santa Barbara. On top of that I’ve been a bit whorish as of late (if you don’t think that’s traumatic, well you have another thing coming to you). I blame all of this on the weather. We need some sort of balance of our neurochemicals that the rain fucks up. It’s just that.

On a much different note, I have a couple of graphical ideas jotted down for the page. It will take longer than I anticipated doing these things. I also have several job offers that I am highly thinking about also. So it’s been a bit busy to say the very least.

I WILL finish this page. I promise.

This weekend was my trampy weekend. Evidence:

Boy#1: Had a crush on. I see him off and on.
Boy#2: Started making out with him at a party on Friday night. I left some “battle wounds” so to speak. Much fun. Falling for him.

I had a date with Boy#1 last night and he flaked. So that takes him off the list.

Outlook: Less trampy days with Boy#2.

I gots me own domain name!

There have been quite a few changes in this new year, which I am happy of. I will be changing a whole lot of things around here. Super happy fun!!!!!!!

Resolutions:
– Buy more shoes.
– Take a vacation.
– Publish something, anything.
– Get a cell phone.

I spent New Years in San Francisco and had a blast. I’m an LA boy so it was quite breathtaking going to clothing stores in the midst of skyscapers. One of these days I will make it to New York.

Work!

Here are some more albums that I completely forgot about while doing this Top Ten list thingee.

Milemarker — Frigid Forms Sell
Sound of Water — St. Etienne
The Best of… — Blur

I’m realizing more and more that I’m starting to burn out. A vacation would sound nice right about now. I’m just tired of work, friends, my apartment, etc. Going away sounds really nice. I can probably become a better person at the end of it. I don’t know. Just someone let me out!!!