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God's Country

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God’s Country

jimmy

August 6, 2022
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Here is the first sentence on Chat Pile’s debut album God’s Country‘s Bandcamp page about the album:

There’s a sick irony to how a country that extols rhetoric of individual freedom, in the same gasp, has no problem commodifying human life as if it were meat to feed the insatiable hunger of capitalism.

Keep that in mind while you close your eyes and imagine that being delivered along with the dissonance of Jesus Lizard and the screaming earnestness of a young Kurt Cobain.

Those of us who loved premillennial non-metal guitar music have given up hope. Either we have to listen to the dad rock and soothing beats of Wilco and Spoon or just go back to spinning our old LPs and 7″s just remembering when we paid $5 to pile into a room on the verge of collapse or someone’s living room just to sweat and get bruised and beat up while incrementally losing our hearing and getting tinnitus. It almost makes you want to say, “Those were the days.”

Except we have been conditioned to fucking hate nostalgia, to mistrust our own hazy memories mostly because they’ve been clouded over thanks to the meth, the coke, the pot, the heroin and everything else we polluted into our bodies all the while sanctimoniously claiming to be vegan. You know, cuz we’re better than you.

Oklahoma City’s Chat Pile’s debut album has the sounds of that nostalgia but cuts through it with clear protests on things going on now. While Jesus Lizard’s and Nirvana’s lyrics were cryptic, Chat Pile is more direct. Hell, their name is taken from piles of byproduct of lead-zinc mining in northeastern Oklahoma. Raygun Busch bellows, “Why do people have to live outside/In the brutal heat or when it’s below freezing,” in “Why.” “Deeper cuts/Bloody sheets/Making money/Man on/TV/Haunt You/Haunt Me” on “Tropical Beaches, Inc.”

See? Pretty straightforward.

The initial drum beats and the scream by Busch, the explosion of the sludge guitars on album opener “Slaughterhouse” instantly made me hard. All of the sounds then combined to scramble my brain making me want to punch someone, have them punch me back and get fucked hard leaving us all in a dirty disheveled heap with bruises, blood, sweat, spit and cum.

After the initial shock of the album, the album kept pushing making the complex seem effortless. The augmented and diminished chords, the tritones and nonstandard song structures: all may seem accidental on the surface but are actual genius in how they are combined to make this concoction hauntingly beautiful.

I’m not going to say that this is a sign that our version of rock and roll is back, that we can dust off our aching bones and muscles and again cram into these now-condemned buildings (oh shit, they have been demolished and turned into fucking condos!) But here is something from 2022 that we can bang our heads to, turn the volume up and have these Millennial and Gen Z pussies cry out, “Ouch my ears, what is that fucking noise?”

Vin Scully

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Goodbye Vin

jimmy

August 4, 2022
The broadcast voice of the Los Angeles Dodgers, Vin Scully, is shown the pressbox of Dodger Stadium before the start of their baseball game against the San Francisco Giants and the Dodgers, in Los Angeles, Wednesday, Aug. 1, 2007. (AP Photo/Mark J. Terrill)

Aging is inevitable. I feel it every morning as I take my blood pressure medication, my cholesterol medication, my anti-depressant, my PrEP. I feel it with every death of a legend. With the death of Vin Scully, it’s just hitting harder.

I did have the privilege of seeing Vin for the better part of four years while I covered the Dodgers for LAist. I still remember the first day I went to cover a game at Dodger Stadium. Not only did I have to pull over on the way to throw up from the panicky butterflies in my stomach, when I was pissing in the pressbox bathroom, Vin walked up to the urinal next to mine and greeted me with a, “Hello there.” It was the only time I nearly passed out in a bathroom outside of a gay bar.

Every home game Vin was scheduled to broadcast, we saw each other. He told stories. Well, all of you know the stories he told. And he elaborated on them and even more. He talked about his lifelong fear of actor Bela Lugosi after watching Dracula as a kid. He talked about once getting Babe Ruth’s autograph on a ticket stub but having his mom throw it out.

Vin was one of the rare people I’ve ever met who was both greater than fiction and humble to a fault. When you first see him in person, you lose your breath in his elegance. Then he greets you, and he makes you feel like a friend. You are gobsmacked first that you are talking to Vin fucking Scully, and then from the fact that he is that exception to the rule that you should never meet your idols: he never disappointed.

Rather than repeat all the tributes that have been written and said, I will just say that we (and I mean my fellow Angelenos) have lost our uncle, our grandpa who soothed us when we were going through shit, taught us about life, literature, archaic expressions. I still say “the best laid plans of mice and men,” and “hoisted by his/her own petard.”

Events and people pass, and so does our youth. We are no longer that nine-year old watching Gibson hit the homerun over the right field wall and hearing, “She is… GONE!” We are no longer that 30-year old who first heard Vin’s voice in person and nearly passed out. Like our youth he’s gone forever except in our hearts. I’ll miss him, and I wish him a very pleasant good evening wherever he may be.

manchin

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Joe Manchin is a Cunt

jimmy

July 20, 2022

That’s all

Obey the Kitty

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Idle Surfing

jimmy

May 2, 2022

Because my mind can’t comprehend the news that just broke without going hysterical and cry out the sky is falling, I will instead present a poem I created throughout the day from random snippets from social media and work emails.

Vaginal dryness sucks 
You have no idea how much this hurt 
Maintenance de routine. Pas grave.
You deserve this special offer
It's been too long
Guac Chesseburgers

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Happy May Day!

jimmy

May 1, 2022

Happy Walpurgisnacht! While I don’t know where to plant my maypole, I do know that things will start to heat up. I don’t know what will happen, but even at this jaded stage of life I’m at, there remains a thrill in anticipation on what might happen.

One thing I do know is that my bank account will be deducted in the morning for my rent. See? Not everything will be a joy.

This is 43

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This is 43

jimmy

April 17, 2022

This is a little late since I was in Berlin for my birthday and whatever goulash of chemicals and electricity in my brain couldn’t bring me to write this. Let’s just say that I was in a whole lot of pain since my sciatica came back a week before I left. The pain then transferred to my right hip. All in all it made everything difficult: walking, sitting, lying down. There is not any moment where pain and discomfort didn’t affect me. Actually I’m still in pain, but it’s more of a dull sustained thing rather than anything sharp and debilitating.

So that’s to say that one of my regrets of going to Berlin was I was not able to be quite as ambulatory as I had wanted. I did manage to go out do some record shopping, go to the Philharmonic, go to a Michelin-starred restaurant and take some pictures, but I really wanted to do more. But, isn’t that the regret of most vacation-goers?

I do not regret the luxury I indulged in however. Because of my back pain, I decided to use my points to upgrade to business class for my flights on Air France. That was such a good decision with the lie-flat seats and wonderful menu. However, can someone explain to me why there are no non-stop flights from LA to Berlin? Connecting at Charles De Gaulle was a fucking pain and took forever to get between terminals.

Pre-departure champagne.

I also stayed at the Ritz Carlton right in Potsdamer Platz. To tell you how nice it was, they gave me a birthday cake! Not pictured was my meal at Nobelhart and Schmutzig which was close by my hotel — a 10-course Michelin-starred meal that featured hyperlocal sourced ingredients because they forbid pictures being taken and urge people to savor the moment. Again, no regrets.

Birthday chocolate mousse cake from the Ritz Carlton Berlin.

I realize as this thing called life goes on is that there’s a whole lot of bullshit that clouds our lives and makes it seem so much more complicated that it needs. Like all of these self-help bullshit artists and cloying folks who want people to like them who say that travel is deep and self-realizing is at its heart just bullshit and unnecessary. No, in all of my trips I have not gained any deeper insights into myself. No, I have not gained any deeper insight to the world as a whole. All I know is I just want to be happy, do what I want to do as long as I’m not causing harm to others and want as little misery as possible. It’s bad enough my body betrays me with pain, so I just refuse to deal with pain from others. And not everything needs to have a deeper significance, life doesn’t need to have meaning.

So this is 43. This is the reason I’ve started to get tattoos. This is the reason why last weekend I decided to get my first piercing: a septum ring that I had actually wanted for decades. I’m just here just trying to be happy. Thanks for the self-indulgence.

Anyhow here are some more photos from Berlin:

S-Bahn Station at Potsdamer Platz
People emerging from the Otherland
Potsdamer Platz
S-Bahn train passing through Friedrichstrasse.
Waiting for the tram on Friedrichstrasse
Some building in Berlin
E&Y Building in Berlin
There is something elegant about Berlin street signs.
A man waiting for the tram in Berlin.
The TV Tower behind the Bode Museum in Berlin.
Crossing the Spree River on Weidendammer Bridge in Berlin.
Texting at a red light in Berlin
Ampelmann don’t walk light in Berlin.
Bahnhof Potsdamer Platz station facade
Building supporting Ukraine in Potsdamer Platz in Berlin.
Berlin March 2022 Photographs
Elementary Particles

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Megalomaniacal Histrionics

jimmy

March 20, 2022

I’m currently reading/trudging/slogging through Michel Houellebecq’s 1998 novel The Elementary Particles. It’s not a particularly long book, but it is dense and a bit fucked up. Back in college a professor had joked that German philosophers were a bit maniacal while the French were depressing. This novel sort of backs this up.

But it is not without its moments. Here is a nice passage…

Between the ages of two and four, human children acquire a sense of self, which manifests itself in displays of megalomaniacal histrionics. Their aim in this is to control their social environment, making slaves of those around them (Specifically, their parents); slaves dedicated to satisfying their every whim. Their egotism knows no bounds — such is the nature of the individual.

p. 152, Vintage International Paperback

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Fuck Russia

jimmy

March 19, 2022

Seriously, fuck them. We know what they (well, Poo-tin really) are/is doing to Ukraine and their own people, and that is bad enough. But now there is a tangential effect on me which has ruffled all of the pettiness in me.

The other night I was admiring my new tattoo and really amazed that not a lot of blood and plasma has oozed out of it. Actually I’m still surprised because my other tattoo oozed like a motherfucker (but then again there was a lot more needle-on-skin surface area on that one compared to this.)

I don’t know where the thought came from, but all of the sudden it hit me. The goddamned Ruskis are putting “Z”s on all their vehicles as they are invading Ukraine, and here I have a fucking “Z” branded on my arm. GODMOTHERFUCKINGDAMMIT!!!!

This is a tattoo was meant to exhibit my love for Johnny the Homicidal Maniac and one of the running gags throughout the series meaning “Question Sleep.” There is no way I want anything to imply that I support Poo-tin’s invasion!

Seriously Russia. What the fuck is that even supposed to mean? You don’t even have a fucking “Z” in your alphabet!!! Why couldn’t you have just marked your vehicles with “3” which is how the sound /z/ is denoted in the Cyrillic script? So fucking annoying. It’s just like if my name was Brandon or Karen. Well, maybe not since one can change one’s name. Tattoos are permanent!

All kidding and trivialities aside, my heart breaks for the Ukrainians, the Russians who have been arrested for protesting this and all the neighboring countries who are trying to help the displaced women and children. So fuck them and Poo-tin for that. But also fuck them for this Z nonsense too.

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More Ink

jimmy

March 17, 2022

My mom sent me a birthday card which was really nice of her. We talked a little, and she let me know she is going in for a colonoscopy the day after my birthday. Well, better than getting stuck in Peru as the world shutdown for Covid.

Lately I had been thinking about getting another tattoo or getting my first piercing. I was also thinking about getting it done in Berlin. For some reason I decided against this, so I made an appointment to get it done. There was some confusion with the appointment time and what not, so I finally got it today. Thanks to Rooster McCall at Suerte Tattoo for the ink and the design:

Yes, it’s the Leviathan cross. Or the Satanic cross. Or the black sulphur symbol. It means what you want it to mean. Occulty, alchemy-y or whatever.

Crash Poster

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Crash

jimmy

March 15, 2022

I follow Bruce LaBruce on social media, and on most days he celebrates the birthdays of artists who should be celebrated. Today is David Cronenberg’s 79th birthday, and he posted this German Blu-Ray poster for his film Crash. You know, the good one not the shitty white guilt study that won an Oscar for best picture. I had never seen this poster, and I gasped. How fucking amazing.

Speaking of Germany, I’ll be there next week. Well, Berlin since most of Germany believe Berlin is another planet. Which, whatever. It is a great place, and it is out there.

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