The Word for me is Fusion But Is Real Change an Illusion?

My ex-wifey has a journal: vanillaspice!!!!! I miss my wifey although he would yell at me all the time. *sigh*

I was up pretty late last night talking to N__ about my fears of everything that’s going on and his impulsive move to the Bay area this week. What can you say to a person that’s determined? You just say to be careful and good luck. He’s convinced he’s doing the right thing. So I don’t know. I don’t.

I had a pretty fucked up dream last night that I don’t care to detail out. As most of you know, I don’t remember most of my dreams. The ones I do are usually vague and blurry. This one is very clear. I know the colors, the emotions, the situation. Just to protect myself in this day and age of increased assault in civil liberties, I won’t divulge what it was I dreamt. It’s just that it was quite disturbing.