I Feel Sick

I’m trying to blog this, but I can’t. I’ve been trying for a day now. I think there might be something wrong with me health-wise. I’ll find out some time next week. But right now I’m going through this emotional rollercoaster that’s leaving me fatigued. My mom has actually been very helpful in keeping my spirits up. So have some of my coworkers. Let’s just say that I cried for the first time in years yesterday. And I just stayed in bed most of the night. I’m having trouble keeping food down. It’s been an anxiety ridden 24 hours to say the least. But I’m just scared right now. I don’t know how else to put it. I’m sorry for this downer. I’ve actually been joking about it. Several people said I’ll be all right. Of course I will. I still haven’t pissed off enough people. Duh! I hope this ends up being nothing. But I will never ever for the rest of my life forget this feeling.