September 2003

Universal Music to drop price of CDs?!!! Wow. So now they’re back to the prices circa 1991.

Hehhe. The first day sans cigarettes. Actually it’s really depressing because it’s been 10 hours since my last cigarette, and I’m already starting to shake and be irritable. Am I really THAT addicted?

Strategy: In my head, I’m telling myself it’s not bad. I can get through this. Although I know this quitting thing is going to be permanent, I keep telling myself that it’ll be only a week. I figure this way my mind will be more apt to go through the torture of the first week if I say it’s temporary. Eh. Whatever. I’m just chewing the hell out of this stick of gum.

Oh and yes, I am doing this cold turkey. Perhaps things would be easier if I weren’t listening to the Smiths. Oh well.

My tummy hurts right now. I don’t know exactly why, but it does. I think I have to drop some kids off at the pool, if ya know what I mean. Hehehe.

I went from 4:30pm yesterday to 7:00am this morning without a cigarette. I had a craving only once at around 10pm when I got a hold of a Cuban ciggie (one of my employees bought me a pack from Cuba when he went on vacation). The manure-like smell of it definitely turned me off from smoking it. But other than that, it went by pretty well. So hopefully when I officially stop smoking tomorrow, it won’t be too bad. I hope. <:\ As for now, I'm really craving Souplantation. I love their selection of veggies, and their chili is to die for! Mmmmmmm. I can picture it as I type. *salivates* Is it Friday yet?

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I don’t get the whole diary thing, but the others…. Well. You know….

Waking up was such a chore. After waking up @ 2pm yesterday, the whole sleep thing was just fucked. Oh well. That’s why god invented naps, right?

Anyhow, here are a couple of things I’m thinking of buying this weekend:

I recant my earlier statement regarding dgenerator. I saw him Saturday night, and all is well.

I am back home from my over-stimulating weekend in SB. It was fun seeing everyone, some of whom I haven’t seen in over 2 years. Yay! No boring details for you folks since about half you were part of it all. Yay!

So I slept in until 2pm today and took a nap at 5. Blah blah blah. Perhaps tomorrow I’ll be more motivated.